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CANDii ★
![]() Bidding goodbye to this blog. Thanks to all those who love reading my blog. Thanks a bunch guys! Well, just click those red links in my latest and last post to stay connected to me. Bye! |
★ WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?
I'm seriously hating life right now. Like every thing that is good to me has their own consequences. Plus, my book in Computer is missing. Dang it! I know for sure, 100% that only one of my classmates got it, seriously from our table. :\ And also, I'm not that much of a fangirl now. Like when I read others' posts like "OMG, Super Junior is (insert fangirling words here)!" or "SHINee is lalalalala~ (insert fangirling words here)", before I usually reply with a "WHOOA?! Really? :x" but these days, I don't reply. Instead I bear in mind like, "Duh, who cares anyway?" Oh gosh. What's happening to me? T_T Am I seriously over it? I just realize that even though I'm this biggest fangirl of theirs, will there be any possibility of me meeting them? Being friends with them? Or maybe BE theirs? IMPOSSIBLE. Whatever. I'm just one of the biggest die-hards in the world of K-Pop fandom-nism. Seriously, I get annoyed everytime "comparing" things happen. I seriously got hit during POPS IN SEOUL (ALL ABOUT YOU) this afternoon. Though I'm single, again, I just end up dreaming of guys who are flashed in my cellphone, PSP, TV, computer, etc. Though I find them BETTER than the guys I know in real life. And now, honestly, That's it. I'm so pissed off right now. As of this moment, I can't even recall WHO my friends are. Oh God, forgive me for saying such. But I know whatever that is happening to me today, You're always there. Putting my faith in Him. I really need someone, someone whom I could rely on to what is happening to me :'(( |